Day 7

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Day 7: Your dream wedding. 

As of today, I don’t have any idea of my dream wedding. For me, a dream wedding would be something that is perfect. An idea of a wedding will be perfect if the man who you truly love is waiting for you at the altar. When it is the time, that you are ready of settling down, not just for the sake of it. If your family is there to support you on that very special day then it would be beyond perfect.

But just for the sake of this post, I’m actually considering thinking about that very big day. I really want an outdoor wedding or most likely a garden wedding. A church wedding will also be considerable but I want to feel the idea of being free. I don’t know, I guess my mind right now is not in the right state. I just can’t find the right words to explain why I really want a wedding just like that. All I can say is that a outdoor or garden wedding will be my idea of a perfect one.

Now, I complied some pictures from internet. They somehow give me ideas on what to do if ever I will plan one in the future.

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But then my wedding will be simple but elegant. Wishful thinking at its best. 🙂

Day 6

bck11Day 6: A photo of an animal you’d love to keep as pet.

PicMonkey CollageFish is the only kind of animal I would love to keep as a pet. They are the only tolerable animal I know. It is not a known fact about me that I hate (to the highest level!) animals. But then fish is an another story. I have been a sucker for colorful and beautiful aquariums since I was a kid. So I would really like to have a aquarium in the near future with colorful plant structure inside it. 🙂

Sorry! I was supposed to post this yesterday but the internet connection only returned around midnight. Yesterday was a boring day since I the internet is in jeopardy. I should learn to put my post on queue. 🙂   

Day 5

bck11Day 5: A Photo of Yourself Two Years Ago.

Ü1This picture was taken about four years ago as stated in the date in the image. I can’t find a picture of mine from two years back. That was the time that I was not a vain like today. But I still don’t think that I’m vain just like that.

As anyone can see, nothing have changed. I’m still the same me. The same one as I was years ago. Though I’m not that grade conscious like before. haha! One more thing, I’m whiter in this picture. Maybe this is due the fact that my classes are held in one classroom only. Unlike today that I have to transfer from one building to another underneath the  scorching heat of the sun. I’m thinner also here though it can’t easily be noticed since this is an upper body shot.

So much have changed, physically or not. I’m can’t easily change if the change is for the better or for the worse but I’m sure that these changes have brought a definite change in me. 🙂

Christmas Wishlist 2012

2012 is about to end that means the Christmas season is around the corner. It is not my tradition to make any wishlist but it is not bad to hope, right?  I know my parents will only be the one granting these wishes. So let’s start.

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New phone.

Well, I have been hoping to get a new phone since my birthday. Papa bought a laptop first because it is needed for thesis works. I want a Blackberry Curve or an iPhone 4S. I really want to have an instagram account, one reason why I want an iPhone. As for the Blackberry, I just think it is so chic and the curve 9300 is so cheap already. a37x-460

iPod Touch 5th Generation.

Based on the review I have been reading, if you want to experience having the newest iPhone then you must have it. This one is bigger than the older version and is only available in 32 GB and 64 GB. The good thing is Apple offering different colors. I badly want the blue one. Yeah, I’m find blue cooler than hue. The camera of this one is good too. Aw, Santa please hear my wishes. 🙂

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Assorted Items.

1. Colored PantsThe good ones that I find are from Forever 21 or Penshoppe. Colored pants are in again this Christmas holiday and I wanna try wearing them again.

2. Keds Rubber Shoes. Badly need of rubber shoes. So tired of wearing flats to school and my precious nails are in verge of getting dead. Aside from that, I still have a PE subject.

3. Casio watch. I can’t live without a watch. My watch as of this moment is in its last line. It is 15 minutes late but it can’t be adjusted. Quite a dilemma, right?

4. Marc Jacobs Leopard Printed Laptop Case. I just want a branded laptop case. ‘Nuff said! 🙂

I wonder who will give me gifts this coming Christmas. Hoping they will have time to read this post so that they will have an idea what to give me. 🙂

 

Day 4

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Day 4: Your favorite photograph of your best friend. 

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Marmie is my only constant friend since first year college. I don’t think that we can live a week without seeing each other. We just have to talk and talk about everything anything under the sun. Due to the fact that our course transferred to another campus, we can’t see each other regularly.

I can’t think why this is one of my favorite picture of her. I found this image while I was browsing the pictures that I have already posted in twitter. She even found it hilarious that I posted this picture of her in my account. I private message her in facebook for that. haha!

On the other hand, my absence in blogging is extremely frustrating. I can’t say that I’m in writer’s block because in the first place I’m not a writer. Every time I try to write something up, I always tend to go astray. It’s extremely disappointing that I missed a week in my blog challenge. I should be half way in my challenge. Oh well, I can’t turn back time. Just hoping I won’t miss another day so that i will be finish before the new year comes. As of now, I have a number of topics I can write about but first I have to collect details and pictures to illustrate further and story tell it more.

Just thought that I will blog tonight since I can’t sleep again. I was asleep almost the whole afternoon because of the cuddling weather. A typhoon just struck Davao. In my four years of living here, it is only the second time that it happened. Not that I regret sleeping this afternoon but I hope I will be able to sleep soon. I still have a class tomorrow morning. Good night for now! 🙂

Day 3

Day 3: Your favorite store.

 

Can this be considered as a store? Well, you this challenge means a store as in a clothing store, I don’t have one. I rarely shop for clothes. I prefer buying bags or shoes. Most of my money or should I say 90% of my allowance goes to food. I really love eating and try out newly opened restaurants. Though most of the time,I’m alone in doing so. I find happiness in doing that and I don’t think any one can change that.

Happy Lemon opened last August 18 (I think!) here in Davao. I was able to try it on my birthday. Since my birthday is also my cheat day, I ate whatever I want. After having lunch with my best friend in Greenwich since we are both craving for pasta, we went to Happy Lemon. Bestie did not want to try anything so I was the only one who ordered. I think I still have a picture of my drink way back then.

 

Since then, I always try to find time to go to the mall and drink one of my guilty pleasures. I just forgot the name mainly because I haven’t got the chance to go to Happy Lemon since second semester started. Perhaps I will go not later than Saturday. 🙂

 

Day 2

 

Day 2: A photo of something you ate today.

Actually, I did not a box of Krispy Kreme. I ate two pieces today (kidding!). Bought half a dozen of Krispy Kreme’s original glazed last Friday. It was an impulsive decision so as to say. Got a low score in a minor quiz in accounting then feeling depressed about it was not a good combination. Well, I went to SM after my class then saw the newly opened Krispy Kreme store. I was supposed to buy two pieces then a drink to match it but then the store is full so there was no vacant table. Decided to just take out what I ordered.

So, what’s the connection of this to the post? What I did last Friday intensifies my craving for delicious doughnuts. Earlier today, I decided to buy myself at least two pieces. The sad part is I was so stressed after the exam that I totally forgot my plan. Bad! Bad! Bad!

And then I remembered this photo I took last Friday before I opened my box of doughnuts. So I hope this will serve the purpose of the challenge. Please agreed with me?! 🙂

Though I didn’t eat this today, I was planning to. I just got sidetracked with a lot of things. On the side note, I was able to spend some time with my best friend. Endless talking again then ate at Chowking. Yes, I know! I ate something there but didn’t took a photo of it. Well, we were just sharing a table with a lady because there is no vacant table anywhere else. I’m just embarrassed to bring out my camera.

That’s it for now. I’m just waiting for How I Met Your Mother to finish downloading then I will be a happy bee once again. 2 hours more! No exams tomorrow so I’m free to do what I want to do tonight. 🙂

Day 1

Day 1: A photo of yourself and a description of how your day was.

Ugly me equals busy me. Been so busy this day. Trying to squeeze in as much information my brain can take. Studying accounting on a Sunday night is becoming a bad idea. But I still have to study and I also have a couple of photocopies to read for my computer subject. Love being busy so that I will not succumb to any temptation namely procrastinating. Well, I still find time to bum and watch television while solving problems. 🙂

On the side note, Chris Tiu is back in the PBA. Happiness overload!! He is supposed to be back next week in the game versus San Mig Coffee. But then, he played during the last few minutes of the first quarter. As of now, he has 8 points and 1 assist. Hope they will win!! *fingers crossed* I will never regret staying home this Sunday night. 🙂

So that summarizes my day. I just watched videos from Youtube this morning while trying to think what to write to this blog. The night is still young and I hope many things will happen though I plan to sleep early.

The 30 days blog challenge photo is from Google. 

El Presidente

Saw the trailer of this movie awhile ago in the television. I just have to search in Youtube to see the whole trailer sine I haven’t got the chance to watch the start.

One fact about me is that I freaking love history. One professor of mine actually said after I reported that I was good. I was feeling at ease as if I’m juts telling the story of my life. That’s how much I love history and no one can actually change that. I’m so excited for this movie. A bonus point is that it is a all star cast. This movie is an entry to the Metro Manila Film Festival (MMFF) which will be showing on December 25.

Just A Memory

I found a piece of writing of mine from first semester. Maybe I wrote this out of boredom and anxiety, I guess. I can’t remember exactly what day it was. Just want to share since I really miss writing and I think I exercised my vocabulary in this piece of writing.

You know what I haven’t seen you since second term started and that was a week ago. I understand that it is not your obligation nor a responsibility to let me know your whereabouts. It was just that during these days, I feel so alone like I’m easily lost in a world that I don’t barely understand. It feels like everything is so new that I have to see or even have a grasp on something that can bring me back. Bring me to the place I felt like I truly belong. Everything feels so alien, even the people that I learned to love and miss are nowhere to be found. Or are they simply lost in the process? When I entered this phase, I promised that I will try to change myself. Be more sociable, more responsible and nicer. But whenever I caught myself being more sociable, I always end up disliking myself. This is not me! I really don’t long for a companionship. Silence relaxes me. I have built my own little world, built a wall that separates me from the rest of the world. Oh! Yes, I have many friends. But there is always a big part of me that I tried to retain. A preservation for myself  in case anything happens. It had already happened in the past, I don’t want history to repeat itself. I had given my all and someone dropped me like a hot potato. I don’t want anything like that to happen again. 

Back to the start, I’m actually sitting right now in a faraway chair, hoping that I can see you. And I can actually see you. But not the eyes that I actually love in you. Not the shoulders that I longed to lean on. You are not the perfect guy but those eyes penetrated me. In the past, it was like a hidden message or meaning in every look you gave. Or is it just me assuming things? The complicated situation you have with someone irked me to death. I deeply want to know, what does she have that others including me don’t possess. Suddenly, a disturbing thought passed my mind. I juts realized that I was too busy sour-grapping to actually consider the beauty of her soul. 

I can see you standing approximately 50 feet from me. But the distance doesn’t really matter. You what to know why? Because even if we are next to each other, I always know that I can’t hold you which I think is one of the saddest feelings in the world. 

Sometimes I think that liking you is one of the worst things I did. But every time I try to move on and find a new one, you’re always there. I think you don’t know it but I’m always asking for a sign. Half happy I maybe when I think the sign is coming true, you appear out of nowhere, completely forfeiting the sign that I was asking for. You intrigued me. You can call me stalker for all you want but I really want to hear you laugh and sing. Am I crazy? I think I’m in the verge of losing it. 

I may not be happy with whatever outcome I have become but despite all those circumstances, I actually learned a lot which I think can actually help me make it through. 

Dramatic, isn’t it? I dunno why but I’m so emotional this weekend. Promise I will be back to my old self  tomorrow or maybe this afternoon. Still have to study. Accounting is making my head pound because of too much information. I will be glad if exam will be over. 🙂

P.S. I don’t actually remember why I entitled this post like that. This post has been in my draft folder for almost a week before I actually have the time to finish it. I better rack my brain once again.